Its unhealthy how much I think about you <3

Im writing a new story..somewhat based on a true story. Its not a story from T.V or anything..It has to do with people in my lifee..&& myself. So enjoy.
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Everything was somewhat fine in the beginning. My perspective on my HighSchool kept changing. One minute i liked it, the next...i hated it. I've always been the quiet girl. The GOOD girl..I was never really cool or poular. I had great friends in middle school though. But in HighSchool everything changed. My wardrobe changed, my attitude changed, the type of friends somewhat changed but most of all..I changed. The first month of school...i couldnt tell if I liked it or not. It was pretty rowdy, the kids had no self control. They were for sure such bad asses. I was pretty quiet at first but i didnt want to live my HighSchool years being invisible. Slowly i began to force myself to be louder...rowdy & not give a fxck about anything. I wasnt even sure if that was the reason why i was acting this way. I've been changing slowly ever since my uncle died. We were closer then ever. He was amazing..we had so much in common, we were like the same person. But watching him suffer in pain...while he was dying slowly from cancer hurt me more then ever. When he died, the silence in my home was louder then ever. It wasnt the same. I missed him so much. I went so long through sleepless nights listening to his favorite song, or the songs me and him loved and used to sing together..just stare at my ceiling thinking about how we used to laugh together & the conversations we had. I would cry so much it hurt. It felt like I have been stabbed in the chest repeatedly. I was so depressed but as the summer passed & I started school the pain has been less painful..
I heard Dyanna laughing at something. I wasnt sure what but i suddenly snapped right back into reality. I wanted to go home already. I didnt like this school & didnt enjoy the people i was around. I complained to my parents but they said to give it a chance. Little did they know i was going to change so much and get involved with stupid shxt.
Leah..was in my middle school, we didnt like eachother at first but then became great friends after. We didnt know much people in this school, it was bad enough we were freshmen's..We talked to eachother alot, catched up and shxt..nothing amazing..Me & her met a few people who werent good influenced people, but we didnt think nothing of it. I changed a few of my classes only because i didnt like half of them so i didnt have many classes with her anymore...Even though we didnt have much classes together definately didnt stop us for fxcking up BIG TIME !